again.....

a heart confession of mine, and i had nowhere else to say but to write in this blog itself. i dont tell things like love story to people except my own boyfriend but this matter is about him,so yeah. u know what i mean. i tend to keep feelings by my heart and not telling but i cant bear it anymore. saying he love me and cried at the airport when i leave, but whats the point? u r just like the wind now. disappearing out of nowhere. i gave u credit for u to use, i bought u a handphone for u to use. whats the point of giving when u r not using? better off throw all those and stop burdening me. long distance can work out by phone, but u r NOT the 'long distance' believer and this is hard. i think u better off gone with your way, and stop keeping me when u cant afford to. therefore, i swore to the night sky that i wont love u anymore,i wont miss u and i wont find u anymore. this may kill me inside, but u should know better that what u r doing now is more than killing me. sorry, goodbye.