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again.....

2011-08-25T11:23:00.000-07:00

a heart confession of mine, and i had nowhere else to say but to write in this blog itself. i dont tell things like love story to people except my own boyfriend but this matter is about him,so yeah. u know what i mean. i tend to keep feelings by my heart and not telling but i cant bear it anymore. saying he love me and cried at the airport when i leave, but whats the point? u r just like the wind now. disappearing out of nowhere. i gave u credit for u to use, i bought u a handphone for u to use. whats the point of giving when u r not using? better off throw all those and stop burdening me. long distance can work out by phone, but u r NOT the 'long distance' believer and this is hard. i think u better off gone with your way, and stop keeping me when u cant afford to. therefore, i swore to the night sky that i wont love u anymore,i wont miss u and i wont find u anymore. this may kill me inside, but u should know better that what u r doing now is more than killing me. sorry, goodbye.

After School Red - In the night sky

2011-08-25T10:54:00.001-07:00

after school came with a new concept of 'sexy' red and 'cute' blue. the blue team is quite nice, but i love the red team song better entitled "in the night sky"

to download mp3 : press here

왜???...

2011-06-08T09:22:00.000-07:00

this is tiring..and trust me...i almost gave up. im at my lowest peak now.. my heart is gone. its not because i had crushes on somebody else,but im being ignored till i gave up the attention and i lose my heart together. please, i beg u to do and fix something. or else, this will be the end of us. the pain is all gone, the pain of missing u.. i dont miss u anymore, but im not sure myself. i still need u. i promised myself to make u mine. forever. why? why did u did this to me at the first place? being all busy and ignoring me? how u feel now that it happen to u? arent u annoyed? arent u pissed off? im tired of scolding u, i dont have the right to do so.. u have your freedom,and i gave them. instead, u did this to me. congratulation, u just lose something precious. mark my words, i dont mind leaving u one day because of this attitude of yours. here's a quote for u; real man always find a time for their girl even when they actually dont have one. because im a real girl who loves you, and i always spare you a time. even sacrificing my sleep for u. u dont appreciate dont you? u never do. thanx for punishing someone who loves u deeply this way :(

Fiction or Fact?

2011-06-01T00:36:00.000-07:00

this blog was never meant for personal problems to be shared.. it never was till i knew him. yup,him. it was never me for telling stories or personal stuff in blogs. i hate it when people knew about me cuz i never wanted to know about them. i guess, this just happens when there is a burden inside you that you cannot find a way to express it. if only i know how to compose songs, i would be in a peace state of mind. but everyone knows im not good at expressing.. it hurts when he cares for me. when he love me. when he seems to be the greatest star shining in front of me. it really hurts. cuz i know, he is hard to be tolerate to sometimes. when he cares for me, i cant seem to care for him less. it makes me insane to keep up with my feelings and mind. when he love me? i love him more than my life. everyone knows that.so do him. but i cant seem to control myself from giving it to him endlessly. it must've been tiring for him to accept all those unnecessary once. but how could i control this feeling? how cant he receive and give back the same. he may have said he did, but i cant feel it.why cant i? do girls love this way? do boys love this way? i dont think so cuz it seems different with other men ive dated before. i wasnt comparing, but he's my best love. then why isnt it the best?i wasnt blaming him. but i want a solution. i want a cure to withstand this till the end. i want him as a husband too. i dont need another boyfriend. ive had enough of boyfriends. its a childish play. it hurts when u missed him that much when he just said he also did and fell asleep. leaving you a lonely hard and a piece of mind saying 'its not worth missing him when he doesnt even care' even i ignored my sleep and drowsiness of not sleeping for him. i dont know what should i say. he's a little immature. im his friend more than a girlfriend. i knew i couldnt go through with someone my age. stop this tears for me and make me aware of giving and take rules. what i get is what i will give him back in return. and i beg, dont make me think of you all the time cuz it hurts and unbearable. you lived fine on your own, with your way. so give me space to stabilize my heart and there should not be any term like 'really' or 'sangat2' anymore. lets live our life and think bout all this complicated stuff later. im tired. annyeong.

my sayang ;) muahx...

2011-02-15T12:28:00.000-08:00

i had a sayang ;) he's my everything. everything i do reminds me of him ;) i cant describe this feeling and im not good at expressing my love... but my heart beats faster when i see him ;) i feel calm when i hug him ;) i dont know how to say this whole love thing.. im not a believer before.. but,.. will you marry me hafiz?? *blush* i love you..
sorry if i had ever hurt ur feelings..but i do love u whole heartedly

shout VIP!!! shout...!

2011-02-15T11:11:00.000-08:00

BIG BANG BANGS AGAIN!!!

gd & top - high and high > click here to download mp3

gd & top - baby good night > click here to download mp3

gd & top - bbeokigayo > click here to download mp3

seungri - what can i do > click here to download mp3

Infinite

2010-08-28T16:38:00.000-07:00

infinite

from upper left to right: sung yeol(19), L(18), sung gyu(21) (leader), hoya(19),
down right to left: dongwoo(20), woohyun(19), sung jong(17)
they are the idol group : infinite ~
they are my current kpop artist right now and im head over heels for them (>.<)/
its hard not to love them eventhough they just debuted with their single "come back to me" and now its their another single "she's back"...
not gettin enough?? try watching their reality shows : infinite;you are my oppa...
its damn fun and 1000% excitedness guaranteed :)

mianhae mida~!!!

2010-08-21T09:39:00.000-07:00

its been a while since i updated this blog of mine and its gettin dusty around the floor (-,-)'> (ya know what i mean)... sorry for not being updated due to some buzziness of mine~ sounds funny cuz im actually posting it to myself (no one reads an unknown blog like mine)zzz... anyway, stay updated even when im not updating myself XD (talking craps now huh?!) LOL LOL LOL :)

Beast - Shock ! must download

2010-03-05T12:00:00.000-08:00

Beast - Shock (click link to download) .. their latest comeback hit single,enjoy :)

D-NA new single...

2010-03-05T11:43:00.000-08:00

D-NA (Dae Guk Nam Ah)...latest korean boy band with their new single, D-NA - 동경소년 click the link to download mp3

Lollipop part 2 by Big Bang

2010-02-21T12:42:00.000-08:00

~click here to download mp3~

SNSD 2nd album

2010-01-29T11:23:00.000-08:00

2PM - Tik Tok

2010-01-13T08:32:00.001-08:00

2PM latest hits ~ Tik Tok
Release Date: 12/01/10
Genre: Pop/Dance
Language: Korean
Bit rate: 320kbps

*(mp3 download available at the 'mp3 downloads' section below this page,scroll down) gomawo!

SHINee Minho Ring Ding Dong dance ( Dream Team 2 )[fancam] by Eternalmerkamon1

2010-01-13T08:00:00.000-08:00

SHINee Minho dance the Ring Ding Dong at the Ice Hockey Rink in Vancouver. The Dream Team opponents : Canadian International Ice Hockey Player, dance their moves out together with our charismatic Minho. Shining Shinee :)

click here to watch video

Dream Team Season 2:Ep 10 1/7 in Vancouver (Minho helps stewardess serve people in plane) Credits:ELFZONE

2010-01-13T07:54:00.000-08:00

Rainbow which is popular with their hit song 'Gossip Girl' are now performing a new hot song 'Not Your Girl' which is the reply of 'U R Man' by SS501

2010-01-13T07:31:00.000-08:00

new boy band on the town!!!

2010-01-09T08:33:00.001-08:00

F.Cuz (포커즈) is a South Korean boy band set to debut on 8th January 2010. F.Cuz consists of 4 members, Jin On (Leader), Kan, Lee U and Ye Jun. They are under CAN&J Entertainment. they are on their newest hit song = F.Cuz - Jiggy (click here to download)

Name: Jin On / 진온
Role: Leader, Rap
Date of Birth: 07/13/1989
Height: 183cm
Weight: 68kg

Name: Lee Seung Hyun (李承炫)
Stage Name: Lee U / 이유
Role: Vocals
Date of Birth: 03/03/1990
Height: 179cm
Weight: 63kg

Name: Kan / 칸
Role: Vocals
DOB: 09/30/1991
Height: 184cm
Weight: 72kg

Name: Ye Jun / 예준 (Maknae)
Role: Vocals
Date of Birth: 02/04/1992
Height: 182cm
Weight: 67kg

Kpop Music Bank Chart - December 3rd week

2009-12-30T07:14:00.000-08:00

TOP 10 :
1.2PM - Heartbeat
2.U-Kiss - 만만하니 (Am I That Easy Going?)
3.IU - 마쉬멜로우 (Marshmallow)
4.F(x) - Chu~♡
5.Brown Eyed Girls - Sign
6.After School - 너 때문에 (Because Of You)
7.T-Ara - Bo Beep Bo Beep
8.MC Sniper - 마법의 성 (Magic Castle)
9.K Will - 그립고 그립고 그립다 (Yearn Yearn Yearn)
10.SS501 - Love Like This

top 20 :
11.CL & Minzy - Please Don't Go
12.Park Bom - You And I
13.Park Jin Young - No Love No More
14.See Ya - 그놈 목소리 (His Voice)
15.Rainbow - Gossip Girl
16.Baek Ji Young - 잊지 말아요 (Don't Forget: KBS Drama "Iris" OST)
17.Kim Tae Woo - 꿈을꾸다 (To Dream A Wish: KBS Drama "Iris" OST)
18.Seo In Kook - 부른다 (Calling You)
19.Ivy - Touch Me
20.December - 사랑 참 (Love Really: KBS Drama "Iris" OST)

*First time the chart history that three songs from the same drama is on the top 20 in the same week!(drama IRIS OST)
~congrats to the winner..^^

U-KISS - man man ha ni (am i easy)

2009-12-20T09:44:00.000-08:00

latest hit by u-kiss from their 3rd mini album!
[U-KISS - Man man ha ni]

Go Dream Team 2!!

2009-12-16T10:20:00.001-08:00

today's Dream Team in KBS are fan-damn-tastic!!
all u can feel when watching it is SUSPENSE. [even worse than horror movie]
then,there's Minho(SHINee) and Eunhyok(SUJU) challenging each other to final but unfortunately Minho lose before even reaching the final
[ Minho slipped his grip at the monkey bars due to rushing against time and got very frustrated that he insisted saying his 'magical' lose word (can i try it again one more time?)]
*poor baby minho we know ur the best!!

the result = Dream Team won because of Eunhyok. Go Dream Team!

[my favZz]

2009-12-16T09:48:00.000-08:00

i support kpop!!

>SHINee minho
>DBSK/TVXQ jaejoong
>Super Junior kyuhyun & donghae
>Big Bang seung ri
>SS501 kyu joong & hyun joong
>SNSD/Girls Generation yuri & sunny
>2PM junsu
>MBLAQ Mir
>BEAST
>After School gahui
>Secret
>4minute
>2NE1
>Kim Bum
>F.Cuz
>IU
>SHU-I
>Rain
>theThE Band
>f(x)

Boys Over Flowers at 8TV

2009-12-16T09:38:00.000-08:00

finally!!...
something that those without ASTRO can watch...[even in my hostel]
love those F4!!
but i found it quite annoying when the translation includes voice of the actors..
lets just keep them in their original korea form..
subtitles translation is enough.

Big Bang rocks the night!!...

2009-12-15T10:02:00.000-08:00

go big bang go!!
one of my fav group...:)

cute IU - Marshmallow

2009-12-15T09:22:00.000-08:00

this cute girl, IU hits the musicbank with her latest marshmallow song..
(surprisingly she brought that marshmallow fellow on the stage..)and it was a cute performance.

SS501 - love like this comeback!

2009-12-15T08:53:00.000-08:00

charming hot guys from SS501 are now back with their latest single
[love like this by SS501]

before this they are known as SS301(kyujoong,yeongsaeng,hyung joon) for a short period because of jung min are having a musical theatre and hyun joong are busy with the drama 'boys over flowers'. Somehow,the selling and support for 'ur man' are suprisingly increasing that hyung joon thought that SS301 made a good team.

However,SS501 is the best! saranghae yo!!

Invincible youth (male version)...?!

2009-12-15T06:33:00.000-08:00

suggestion:
invincible youth are showing now in KBS world and it took the hearts of all fans.
with G7 as the contestant which consists of popular girls in kpop industry,we could do the same for invincible youth (male version)..

*members in invincible youth (male version)

jae joong=dbsk/tvxq

seung ri=big bang

minho=SHINee

junsu=2pm

kyuhyun & donghae=super junior

2PM exploding comeback..!

2009-12-15T03:57:00.000-08:00

2P.M latest songs on air hit the chart on the latest musicbank!..
[heartbeat - 2pm]
let us all support the rest of the members after jaebeom has quit the group..
saranghae 2pm!!

support SHINee...:)

2009-09-03T07:17:00.000-07:00

one of the coolest group growing in the kpop industry under SM entertainment..
consists of 5 hot boys...
onew(leader)-20
taemin(dancer)-16
jonghyun(vocal)-19
minho(rapper)-18
key(vocal+rap)-18

enjoy their newest hit..!
[ring ding dong by SHINee]